I don't want to be with people.

I want to sit in my room.  Or at my lab.  Somewhere alone.  Somewhere where I can sit and process and write and catch up on all the messages that I've left unanswered.

I don't think he's gonna call tonight.  That's fine.  It's better that I work this out by myself.  Keyboard and screen as my listeners, my own thoughts to answer me back.

post forthcoming.