Friday, October 28, 2011

Oh Hello.

No, I don't really want to talk to you.  Sorry.

Knew this would happen.  Well, I thought it might not, I mean, 'cause of what you've said before... but hey, people prove me wrong all the time.

I'm at once pissed... and yet also relieved.  In a way, it's kind of like passing the buck.  Less burden on me, I suppose.

Not to say that I view you as a burden.

ok, well, to be honest, I do to an extent.

But really, you know, letting me know in person would've been nice.

The judgmental, short-tempered guy I become when I think about you probably does need a break from you... and/or we need to air things out--ok, I need to air things out... but I'm pretty sure you wouldn't be ready to listen to what I have to say right now.  And in my pissed state, I shouldn't be saying much anyway.

yupp.

oh Lord, I do need patience/help.  I realize I haven't been the greatest friend either.

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  2. =( ... it is by His sovereign will, and not of our own, trust in His plan. Praying for both of you.

    " 1 There is a time for everything,
    and a season for every activity under the heavens:
    2 a time to be born and a time to die,
    a time to plant and a time to uproot,
    3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
    a time to tear down and a time to build,
    4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
    a time to mourn and a time to dance,
    5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
    a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
    6 a time to search and a time to give up,
    a time to keep and a time to throw away,
    7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
    a time to be silent and a time to speak,
    8 a time to love and a time to hate,
    a time for war and a time for peace."

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